domingo, 11 de mayo de 2014

Nota de suicidio



En mi nota de suicidio escribiría:

"No lloren por la muerte
de quien no ha querido vivir"

y en mi interior de muerta 
me jodería que me hicieran caso,
que tocasen el féretro entre risas 
y guardasen las lágrimas para la La vida es bella.
Así soy yo: ego-ísta, ego-céntrica, ego-ego-ego.


Aunque quizá, despojada de la carne
se vayan los vicios
y quiera que ignoren mi muerte 
dando así homenaje a la vida.


Seguramente moriré hoy,
tras hacer volar un coche que conduzco 
de camino a una casa a la que llamo mi casa, pero que no es mía.
Mis vísceras estarán esparcidas por el asfalto
y un caballo alado vendrá a por mi alma para subirla alto
(¡muy alto!);
una vez en la cumbre, casi tocando el infinito, 
d    e    s    a    p    a     r    e    c    e    r    á
 y los siete gramos que sostiene
y que quisieron ser mi alma
c
  a 
     e 
        r
          á
             n
hasta estrellarse contra la carne, la piel y la sangre
de lo que ya no soy.

Y así, quedaré reducida a un charco denso,
a medio epitafio,
y a una pena en mi madre que conseguirá aliviar cuando recuerde el parto.

Meses después
sólo seré memoria del algún hombre con alzheimer,
y entonces sí,
todo habrá terminado.

-Todo está negro.
-Abre los ojos.
-No puedo.
-A lo mejor tú tampoco tienes ojos.
-A lo mejor.

2 comentarios:

morpheus dijo...

http://reflectingsurfaces.blogspot.com/2014/05/la-ultima-nieve-en-primavera.html

nice junjun dijo...

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